On Halloween we all dressed up at work. I decided I would be a cute "lil" bunny...haha little my ass! I looked like the damn Easter bunny! Here is a picture:
Wow oh wow. This picture was hung up in our office and I quickly took that SOB down. And I never gave it back, in fact I still have it, in my desk at work. I took this picture as motivation and from that day on decided to change my life. With in the next year and half I lost 108 lbs. It was slow but steady and I was so proud of myself. Here is what I looked like.
In the summer of 2009 I filed for divorced from my then husband. I was so unhappy for so long and my happiness was slowly coming back with every pound I lost. So I started to work on the other things in my life that made me unhappy. My then husband was one of those things. At this time he hadn't worked in almost two years! I had to worry about everything...EVERYTHING! He was unsupportive in my weight loss, he was verbally abusive, and I was living in a loveless..affection less marriage. I had to get out to make myself happy. While we were waiting for all of the divorce proceedings to take place my mom became sick and was diagnosed with stage three pancreatic cancer. I was devastated. My mom was dying and there was nothing I could do. The pounds started slowly coming back. My mom died in October only two short months after she was diagnosed. I was an emotional roller coaster. I had to get my life together and do it then. To make things short I moved on with my life. Divorced a horrible man and married a wonderful man. But within all of this I gained 66 lbs back. I have now vowed to get that small child back off my ass plus some. Thanks for reading my blog and coming along on my journey to loss this weight.
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